Giving it another try...

So after my short term happiness... she told me something I never imagined she'd say...

"You still got me, babe"

Another lie...ok...maybe not a lie but just...for her sake...let's call it a "tease".

She asked me to call her...and I did. She had a story to tell and I listened...

Then I wanted to help her...and I gave it a try.

Oh...and she asked me to call her again... And I thought the day has come when she finally sees me as a fit for a date with her...but no... That day will never come.

Imagine this...I ask her to go to the Auto Show with me and she agrees. I buy two tickets and I tell her "let's meet at the Morton Grove Metra Station on Monday, Presidents' Day...so that she don't show up.... Nooooooooo. Not this time!!!

One time she told me something I couldn't believe...but I knew that when a girl says those words it means that she's messed up... And I didn't want to believe that she is... And I really wanted to make her feel special and loved... And I kept trying again and again... But no... She's just shelled up and closed all to herself... I just wonder who is the bastard that did that to her... I really want to squeeze his life out of him...

Truth is that I really like her... Deeply from the heart. And I know what it is to be all shelled up and not letting anyone near you.

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